From New York Times
In This Time of War, I Propose We Give Up God
By Shalom Auslander
April 15, 2022
"God, it seems, paints with a wide brush. He paints with a roller. In Egypt, said our rabbi, he even killed first-born cattle. He killed cows. If he were mortal, the God of Jews, Christians and Muslims would be dragged to The Hague. And yet we praise him. We emulate him. We implore our children to be like him."
Please read this - and allow yourself to luxuriate in your cognitive dissonance.